so, what's next?

so, this is the last day of my internship... which means, after i finish today, im literally done with school, exams and classes... yes I dont get my degree yet because graduation ceremony will be months away but technically, im done.. i beat my university life and i survived...

but, the big question is WHAT THE HELL IM GOING TO DO NOW???

serious talk, i always thought that i'll die before completing university actually... since i was 7 years old, i have that belief and thought in mind.. but as I am still breathing well and eating well to this second, I am still alive.. it kinda messed up as I fully plan my life only until university...

what am i going to do next? obvious answer will be work right? but i dont have any plan at all for tomorrow and beyond.. how to say... its like when you get lost somewhere and you totally have no plan at all... or when you really want to eat burger but all burger selling shops closed and leave you hanging... yup hanging... that's the word..

the word last... last class, last day... it kinda anchored me down.. its exiting and dragging at the same time.. left you with emptiness and thoughts...

its like going into battle ground with no protection, no weapon, waiting to be killed....