life update- May 2016

life update..well...a lot has happened and i will break it down for you...

study/university life:

i finished the first part of my final year project...the proposal presentation, legal documents and all... i even submitted my first draft of first few chapters of my thesis (which is a bunch of crap put together as paragraphs - its a sloppy draft)... i have another semester to go, excluding the current semester that im currently on, just started actually... last semester's exam result was quite well..im kinda shocked myself because im sooooo busy but im still survive \(*^*)/ #proudface
this semester, to be exact tomorrow i will start my lab works...all is well hopefully....
more thesis writing and more work loads coming soon..
i have to finish everything this semester and do my "viva" next sem along with thesis submission....yes the reality of life before getting a degree....-_-''

myself/ my life:

life haven't change much..well my stomach getting crazier than ever...with lots of episodes of flared up and discomfort... i have to live with that....so nothing major...

myself... my depression is on a cycle now...sometimes it will just come and knock me out with breakdown and worthlessness for days and then it went away... its bearable.. not as worst as before but still every time it came, the shock and the craziness are still there... ups and downs i supposed...

im getting better in getting positive, sometimes too positive.. i guess that's better than negative cloud surrounds me all the time.. i become more comfortable with talking and interacting with strangers... wiser as the time passes, im able to think clearer of things and make the decision... im also not afraid to say no, well most of the time.. but for the most part, im still me..maybe a better me for now, the current time...

current obsession:

Hello Counselor is my current obsession... its a korean entertainment show that discussed on participant concerns and problems while try to solve them... why i like it soo much? i guess it give me glimpses of possible situation that i might face in the future and also a better understanding of mankind as there are some problems that are unique...

as for songs... berat by mark adam.. Little did you know by alex and sierra... yeah i keep listening to both non-stop...

beauty product...current obsession is exfoliating regime..lol... and also my iope cushion...like still....

on yes, i started reading again....gosh.. i wonder why i stopped before...such a good healing from your daily stress....

concerns:

my fyp is my major concern now....lol....

my health and my future as always.....


lately i've been eager to get my own place after my school...i want to start living the life i dream of... having my own place seems fun... i hope it will be fun...gosh..am i getting older !!!!!

that's all for now

XOXO
Dheann
 

include me in your daily life

sometimes, i feel left out...

everything is moving and everyone has their own pace, leaving me behind, trying to catch up even when i can't... people expect me to catch up when they are moving too fast.. they assume me to get the idea when they don't give me any clue on what's going on...this song is for them....don't exclude anyone important from your life..if you run too fast...you will leave them behind...

Run- Jasmine Thompson

You are the wind in my sail
You are the spring in my step
You make me laugh you make me cry
And you make me forget

So tell me when you run, I wanna run with you
Tell me where you hide, I wanna come to you
Tell me where you go, I wanna go there, too
Even if you fall I will go down with you
I will be the one who comes to rescue you
Tell me where you go 'cause I wanna be there, too

I hid my secrets in a box
I did exactly what you said
And now I’m feeling so much better
'Cause you make me forget

So tell me when you run, I wanna run with you
Tell me where you hide, I wanna come to you
Tell me where you go, I wanna go there, too
Even if you fall I will go down with you
I will be the one who comes to rescue you
Tell me where you go 'cause I wanna be there, too
With you, with you, with you, with you

You set the world on fire
And the flames are getting higher
So I stand beneath the waterfall
Yeah you set the world on fire
And the flames are getting brighter
But I don’t feel the heat at all

So tell me when you run, I wanna run with you
Tell me where you hide, I wanna come to you
Tell me where you go, 'cause I wanna go there, too
Even if you fall I will go down with you
I will be the one who comes to rescue you
Tell me where you go 'cause I wanna be there, too
With you, with you, with you, with you