life update 1.0

assalamualaikum,  and a very good morning/evening/night depends on where you are..
life update...actually not much have changes through out the time...but i'll update anyway
first:
1)SELF UPDATE

    as for my self, things are changing...my life, my health, my thinking... in the aspect of life, i've been better with myself...im no longer in hate-love relationship with myself, im accepting the fact that im not born with a superb body, i have flaws and weakness, my breaking points...
my health kinda meh...but at least i can go on my daily things smoothly for most of the time.
i think the fact that im older this year kinda matures me, my thinking...as i now experienced a lot of different situation which i have kinda learn how to deal with it...generally, im still me but in a upgraded way.

2) FUTURE PLANNING

        now im older, which means that im getting closer to my age target for a lot of things. and i do rethink a lot on this matter, like for example my target age for marriage is late 24 or early 25 which is about three to four years more and am i ready for it? i do want to start my own family in younger age than a lot of my friends, they wanted to get married at the age of 30.... it depends on your thinking and your estimation.....
i feel like when you are in your 20's, all of those things that you planned when you were a kid, buying cars, getting a job and having your own life kinda coming fast and slamming you on your face...hahhahaha... all happening to fast. when you reach 20 years old, you only have few years before all of those happens.. in let say another six year, you may be a mom or a dad of someone...it does scares a bit when you put it that way
so now, im reevaluating and trying to make sense of everything, its a shock definitely but you have to deal with it...
im preparing myself for the future? err.....sort of...

3) RELATIONSHIP

     in your teen days, you kinda created distances in your life from the world, its a normal thing...
so now, im trying to fix it up...getting closer to family and friends...
fixing your relationship with the God, all of the things around you...you are not a kid anymore so stop messing around and start fixing the mess....


all in all i'll say that your thinking kinda make sense of everything around you through experiences, everything kinda transitioning slowly to the grown-up site, in terms of responsibility and act...you kinda be wiser and less complicated on your emotions...
we'll see how things go