Monday, October 20, 2014

michige bogoshipposeo

missing you like crazy
days without you here
the hard times that i went through
alone
even if you are always giving me strength
you are not here with me physically
im so sorry
cant held it anymore
well, here it goes
although it is not what actually happens,
but i think u get the point.............

Don’t you know me? The reason I’m here is because of you
But my eyes tingle with the cold so I can’t say anything
I just look toward you by myself
Even if the tip of my heart hurts like this
Even if the tip of my hands tremble like this
I can only think of you
The person I miss like crazy
The words I want to hear from you like crazy
I love you, I love you – where are you?
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart
I want to cherish you forever
What do I do? You were so cold to me
But I still miss you
Even if the tip of my heart hurts like this
Even if the tip of my hands tremble like this
I still can’t forget you
The person I miss like crazy
The words I want to hear from you like crazy
I love you, I love you – where are you?
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart
Please tell me that you cherish me
Please don’t blankly erase me
Because you’re my everything
The person I miss like crazy
The words I want to hear from you like crazy
I love you, I love you – where are you?
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart
I want to cherish you forever
I love you, I love you


Tuesday, October 7, 2014

a knock on the head

life is a journey, not a destination....
there are times when you feel like giving up but you cant
as for me, im so disappointed on the management system of some organisations.. well, they just think of their profits, their benefits....  i guess the old saying that said the rich is powerful, the poor is a slave kinda right..why slave?well, basically the rich or the high status people makes rules and things that will burden the poor or the unlucky one because they have no other choice instead of swallowing all of those injustices...
hard...yeah life is hard...but find a piece of miracle in those hardships, coz it'll help to erase all of those negative things

how to survive hardships in life?
the most essential thing is external support, like from close friends, family or the one that you love. we tend to breakdown emotionally and mentally during these times and we need supporters that will be there for us when we need it. next is self-motivation...what i like to do is google up the motivational quotes online, listen to positive songs...here i'll give some option for you....
1- who says by selena gomez (for self-esteem)
2- human by christina perri (as a remainder that its okay to be not perfect)
3- safe and sound by taylor swift and the civil war ( a soothing song)

you can listen to sweet, happy songs..boost up your positive spirit....

gold is found in dirt, diamond found in the rocks...we also can find colors in the darkness of the tough time....its quite hard but believe me, when you found it, the hardness and the pain will eventually go away and you'll feel much much happier and calmer....

as a closure, hard times basically a great teacher in life....dont let it take over you but you must overpower it...have faith in God all Mighty and in life...you are given this life just because ypu are strong enough to live it...



Dear Mom

 Dear Mom I think I needed to write here to get things off my chest, to heal myself and to not dwell on the pass anymore.  I am not pointing...