Monday, August 3, 2015

to forget or to be forgotten....

past...a place where no one can escape from...
same as me... first... i am really grateful for what i have today and for what the past had shaped me into...
to forget or to be forgotten...?
in my life, i can safely say that i've been forgotten a lot, but its rare for me to forget...
in friendship...relationship and all..
i always been the third wheel where anyone can easily get rid of when they like. yup that's me...even now, sometimes i feel worst, people just easily throw me away and pick me up when they need me...
its a little pffttttt** kinda feeling...
to forget or forgotten...
for me, its better to be forgotten than to forget...why?
as for me, its better for me to feel that worst feeling rather than making someone else to feel that..
im not as nice but i dont like to make people feel unimportant.....its harsh you know,,,to live with that hanging feeling...to know that you is nothing for them ... that's just like hell..
so i choose....to be forgotten...
just make sure that you dont forget yourself

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