pasang lagu kuat2.....and shut up

hahhaahha...cm depressed gile je kan tajuk entry aku...well not really...just miss updating my blog soo damn much...lama kot x membebel dalam ni...maaf kalau merapu bagai dan x ikot timeline and flow yang sepatutnya....

the cool things are...next week, i'll date with math and chemistry test...huish...math tu satu hal....kire rate laa, decay laa....adoyai...suka betol soh aku kira2 ni....yang si chemist lak suka je soh aku un-mix the solution yang diorang dah campur gaul and sebatikan...*hahhaha...kondem habis...
aku ok lagi laa walaupun agak merapu dalam chemist tu...tapi..bila masuk tang organic chemistry..huish..bahangnya terasa....*not bad (muka troll)

earlier of this week aku rasa cm aku ni zombie..hahhaha..klaka pon ade gak..tidur pon entah ye entah tak je...letih gile...dan aku dah masuk sikit laa fasa recovery aku yang org lain slalu cakap pelik...ye la kan bila da cakap sengsorang, makan megi tengah court badminton...heheheh....at least aku dah recover kan....well everyone ada unik way for one's self kan

recently...aku x tau ap fav activity aku...kecelaruan hidup berlaku...
for certain time kan, aku rasa gak cm aku ni menyibuk je dalam hidup sesiapa..*tiada individu tertentu ye...
ntah..aku still x jumpa apa yang aku cari dalam hidup ni..means my speciality that's make my life fun..
as manusia, kita selalu rasa kurang kan...hehhehe..*ok nak mula merapu bagai..
aku pon rasa cmtu...hari tu pun aku down mainly sebab benda alah ni..tapi kan setelah sesi 'berdialog' dengan diri sendiri kan.. aku dapat la few conclusion...well...apa lagi yang aku nak kan...aku ada family yang really variety in characters walaupun xda abah lagi..that's enough...aku ade kawan2 yang ntah pape, buat aku gelak...marah..geram and segalanya...aku ada gak sesape je yang sesuka hati aku panggil kakak laa ape laa kan...aku pon ada gak someone, some-two, some-three..(*malas daa nak membilang...) yang always support aku and care for aku....*tq...^_^...hape lagi aku nak kan?
mmg laa nak improve to something(eh? opps someone) better la kan..tu mmg opkos...tapi cik Addiana Rashidah Azman..please bersyukur ngan apa yang awak ade ye....jangan nak menggedik nak advance2...step by step ye..kalau awak tak berusaha mimpi je laa nak berjaya...(sesi bercakap sengsorang bermula...hahha)
i am changing that someone now to be better...to improve sort-of....and just now, he's wearing something that out of the usual 'him' and that sure did a huge thing...he looked nice and just cool...*smiling in secrecy...hahhahahha

*to myself....i'll be fine...just be who you are...
*to friends....good luck in everything and just smile..
*to that particular person...thank you and just wanna you to know that i am so bersyukur of everything that happens......