i am naughty

anyeong, assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera............

on this lovely morning ( anak dara yang tak reti2 nak tidur) i wanna talk or tell u guys about a kind of happiness or kebahagiaan for me.....
well, im off to my hometown last weekend which was few days ago....and i was feeling some kind of guilty because i cannot bring my two buddy along with me.....just a normal going back to home kinda weekend....just do nothing, went back to village, went to a wedding ceremony ( of someone that is related to my mom's best friend which is not related to us at all)...and the most important was i had a fever, the minor one, thank God......
and days  passed by so quickly, i finally went back to where i am now, Segambut......
so, before i went home, i faced a problem, well a serious one....i had to make a decision to give up and leave my buddy or just hanging on and faced the problem.....i almost let my buddy go but then i re-think 'should i leave him???why should i sacrifice for her one of my most beloved person when she is not even close with me at all??"......so i stayed i dilemma for days.....
something made me changed my decision to leave him....just few hours without me around, he posted on facebook saying he felt lonely without me...i just read that post and think...'this is only few hours, and what will happen to him if i leave him forever....??"

and now, i made a decision that may make some of the people think that i am selfish...i wanna stay with him and him ( well with them) as long as they need me....and it is not easy to find someone that truly know u and understand and accept you the way you are....

  and tonight (well actually till it was almost dawn) i bullied my buddy,,,,,
hahhahah i was mean....actually it is just because i missed him so much...and i am also miss the other as the same but i know he is facing problems right now, so i am not disturbing him tonight....just by one look in his face( the one that he says cute) i knew he is facing a huge battle in his heart.....it's okay my buddy  (i think i should put numbers on them, iam also confused)...
take your time, i'll be here with the other one to support u...... *am i sweet or what??

back to the story: i brought lekors, satar, otak2 and bubur lambuk fresh from my hometown for them and others.....and then the buddy ( i found an idea to differentiate them : buddy and Y'buddy-the younger one) asked me to go to our favorite spot( all three of us)....he just wanna time with me....well i knew he missed me as well....*making faces
the Y'buddy went downstairs first because of the 'thing' that makes his heart hurt was there too....its okay....

and then, at 1.30 am he told me that he was sleepy at that time but i just being ignorance.....then at 2.30 am, he is super sleepy, begging me to go to my room so that he could go to his room and sleep...but i refused...( just wanna be naughty)......i knew that he will be there, accompanying me until i go to my room, he'll never leave me alone....that's why im being like that...
i kept talking and hitting him with an empty water bottle so that he stayed awake....( i cannot sleep actually, until now).........at 4.30 am, i felt pity with him so i just went down and asked him to go to sleep...am i evil or what??? #mwahahhaa!!!!........i just want more time..hehehhe.....*innocent face
but A VERY, DEEPLY THANKS TO HIM FOR BEING THERE FOR ME EVEN WHEN I AM BEING RIDICULOUS......YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND (*AND Y'BUDDY ALSO)

 #p/s : i cannot sleep