hardship in life......=(..reality or just fantasy??

mmg susah bila kita terpaksa berbohong dan menipu kpada sseorang mengenai sesuatu prkara in order to protect her/him.....expecially someone we love.....we have to pretend that we hate all the things he/she give to us....make he/she hate us......and making he/she hurt badly....that kind of pengorbanan mmg dhea hargai a lot....kita terpakse brkorban ssuatu yg buat kte gmbira n bhgia smata2 agar org tersebut tidak kehilangan family...harta...n everything he/she have because of us.....kita trpaksa pndam sndiri ksakitan yg dirasai bila kita mnyakiti org tersebut....pretend to be tough and heartless.....that is really hard......but sometimes we have to go through it as we live our life.....i hope i will never face this kind of hardship in my life.....the most hard thing to do is to make person/s that we love or important to us hate us or maybe leave us for a reason that only we know.....hurting them....watching they cry.....watching their heart broke in front of our eyes.....to me that is really killing a person from inside and out....


(posting this post after seing the korean drama 'SECRET GARDEN'......really touch my heart.....)