thn 2011 byk knangan suke duka ak....
LIST OF MY 2011 LIFE:
-ak still mgharap pd dye yg daa lme hilang......
-ak tau kbenaran yg dye in complicated relationship...
-hti ak hncur brkecai utk org yg sme for uncountable time....
-org yg kononnye ske kt ak blah hye sbb give up krn prkre kcik jer....hampeh....
-ak brusaha brmatian utk spm ak....
-ak daa lpas spm....
-da ckup sthun ak khilangan abah......
-ak mulai mmahami keadaan dunia yg pnoh cubaan....
-ak trpkse brpisah dgn kwn2 ak........my best fwends ever...
-ak da abis skolah....
sbnrnye byk lgik yg jdi thn nie......tp main nyer hati ak HANCUS.....BERKECAI......then ak berharap blik.....this process happens again and again.....huh!!!!
tp x pe.....cme ak x tau knp ak bodoh sgt ttp berharap kt org yg dah tggalkn ak for almost 4 year.....
well he's my first boy that i like...i admired.....i love.....for almost 8 year until now.....
crazy me....stupid me......hahahhahaha......ak x phm knp ak bley still setia kpd org yg da hncur lburkn hati ak for millions of times.......cnta itu gila.......bkn ak x prnah cube lupekan dye tp entah......x pnah brjye...ak jgak prnah try suka kt org laen tp muke dye jugak dtg.....hampeh......siot tol laa mamat 2.....bkn dye x tau ak ske kt dye...(or mmg dye x phm kot).....ak mmg bangang sbb still tunggu org ye cm 2......
ak harap new year nieak bley lupekan dye.....spenohnye...insyaallah......
Ya Allah...Kau tmukan ak dgn seseorg yg bleh mmbntu ak mlupakan drinya.....tabahkanlah hatiku.....sekiranya dia yg terbaik untukku maka engkau perdekatkan lah hati kami berdua namun sekiranya dia bukan tercipta untukku....maka engkau temukan ak dengan dia yang telah engkau iptakan untukku sejak azali lagi.....
amin.....
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