end of 2018 reflection and plans

hey.. its the last few days of 2018..

TBH i dont expect to live this long... weird...

all in all, i can say this year is wayyyy better than last one..

a lot of stabilization occurs, financially, emotionally, mentally and socially..

if i were to describe the year, I'll say its a year of stabilization..


Yeah, there are so much to pay, do and achieve but im pretty satisfied with this year.. i'll say 70% of my goal achieved..  There are a lot of improvement to do next year, long overdue financial stuff to be completed and whole lot o self improvement and preparing needed..

2019 will be a year of settling and completing; debts, myself, my mind, what i lack, my passion...
It will be a challenging one, financial struggles.. but i need to settle things up within that year..

2020 will be a new start.. a family maybe? yeah.. that's my timeline for now..

Reflecting back on this year.. i do grow a lot as a person.. i find out what my personality is (INFJ), what my strengths, my dislike, my work ethics, my overall interest.. and what works for me.. I matured as a lady, being more open and hell yeah, i have strong opinion and braver on speaking it out..

What i didnt achieve this year was in financial aspect and figuring my health aspects.. Gonna settle that next year...

I learned to accept and deal with my conditions on daily basis, well, i dont have to stick on a routine, i need to be flexible.. you dont wake up and feel the same right..? Well for me totally true..

so D, hustle harder, be firmer, be softer and try harder in the next year


Chaiyookkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!