when your plan is crushed...=_=''

simply said, i do have a long term plans of life and all the things related to that..i do have certain plans and same as others, i hate when things aren't going the way it is...
i've completed Monash foundation year ( mufy) 2 month ago and i already got the official offer letter from Monash to further my study in bac. of food science and technology, next year...im so happy as i managed to keep my plan for my future going on.. everything seemed fine, i passed the requirement with flying colors, got the offer and just the have to wait for the last approval, my scholarship approval...
and as all the other story's conflict, they are the issue..
they won't send us to monash without any reason...they just send us to random places, even the one that we'd never mention at all...
i was more than frustrated, mad, feeling worst and it just feel like the worst day of all....the send me UCSI, in bac of food technology and nutrition...
in my memory, they never said that in order to enter monash, we must get 300+ points (i only heard that condition that day) and many other excuses that doesn't make any sense..
i do get mad as my dream shattered and all my plans are just burned but i am more mad as the kept giving insane reasons...really do hate that...just tell us the truth that u can't afford to send us there..no biggie, we'll accept that...
anyhow, i dont have any power nor time to do anything but just accept that, well that's life....
so i have to have some times to re-plan and to re-think properly, just to get a grip
please pray for me