recently, i watched michelle phan's videos...well, i admired her actually...she's a billionaire...just by makeups tutorials....cooliooooo
constantly, i felt like my dream keeps crushing....and then the hope for the dream build again..then crushed again...mostly by my scholar....what the heck.....#trying not to curse 'hell'
at first they asked me to make 3 choices of course in Monash so i happily did....shortly afterwards...they asked me if i could make another 3 choices for other colleges and universities as plan b, c,d...and the rest of the alphabets...i was like WHAT!!??!!
i entered MUFY as i wanted to go to Monash badly....what would they asked me to choose other colleges? i worked so hard to pass the requirement point and even pass it...i've been lack of sleep for days or even weeks to study... i spend less time on blogging, instagram-ing, facebook-ing and other social networks as i want to focus on my study...i sacrificed all of the weekend to go to other places and my aunt's house to study whenever the test is on...AND NOW U WANT ME TO CHOOSE OTHER INSTITUTION? WHAT'S ABOUT ALL OF MY HARDWORKS TO GO TO MONASH IN THE FIRST PLACE??
im totally pissed off...i hate this...hate it...hate it
why do they allow me to do MUFY if they dont want to send me to Monash? what's the point?
and yet i totally appreciated and feel blessed to have them sponsoring my college life financially but my hope and dream is not a toy for u guys to play with...!!!!!
feel annoyed...worthless and it's like my dream, hope and efforts are toys for them to play with.....
# surely this is not what i look like
this is a great example of "POWER MAY CAUSE INJUSTICE TO THE POWERLESS" and "AGE AND MATURITY ARE NOT ALWAYS BRING WISE TO ONE'S LIFE"
#dear my eng lect, you may consider these two phrase as the essay topic for the contemporary writing...
just hope the best and pray to HIM that always be there with me even when i started to lost from HIS path....thank you Allah for everything.....
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