aku pon dah x tau apa nak jadi....
ok..sekarang masuk mode membebel and merapu tahap xingat:
alkisahnye apa bila terdapat individu tersebut making 1001 bila kami ajak klua...mcm2 busy laa...ap laa...tapi x sampai sejam lpas tu ada yang ajak kelua ok je agreed....aku rasa nak lempang je..agak2 kalau x nk tengok muka kami ni cakap je la....xpayah laa nak bagi alasan bagai...kita rapat kot...apehal kau jadi cmni tetibe???
ntah aku malas laa nak ambik hal..dah puas aku nangis ke terasa ke...langsung kau x ambik hal so watpa aku nak ambik hal kan???xpe la support je la
lantak laa asalkan kau tau kewujudan aku as kawan kau forever......manusia berubah *sigh...
and another thing aku rasa cam orang sekeliling aku ni ad smbnyikan something...and i dont know what....tapi x kesah laa...xguna peningkan diri dengan benda cmtu...buat math lagi bagus.....^_^
and today aku cm tersedar balik dari kesedihan dan rasa kecewa yang panjang....*ececech....thanks to my chem lect, miss saras for saying the quote that i used to use....
"do something that u like and have fun..don't stress yourself with something that u dont like and something that is not important...."love u miss saras,,*all the sudden......
but really, i kinda lost these two months.....and now i am back...and i know what i want.....
you know what? every time you're happy and feeling great, a problem or challenge will come to you....
*sigh again..
i am seriously hate that kind of condition..but thanks to drops of H2O from those two eyes, i gained my confident again....and i know what i should do...just stand tall and believe in what you do and also be confidence in what you have....don't let go things that you don't wanna to....it will hurt damn much after you let it go....'
so today's lesson:
'BE YOURSELF AND FIND YOURSELF...THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK AS IT MAY HURT OTHERS, JUST IGNORE ALL OF THE PEOPLE THAT CAUSING YOU HEADACHE AND JUST GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE AND THE MOST IMPORTANT, DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO AND HAVE FUN.....'
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