to start, my lappy turns crazy....because? well afif spilled water, to be exact, tea on it...
i cannot use the touchpad, keyboard and its really annoying....when i type using the other attached keyboard, it will kept appearing with weird spacing even when i am not touching the space bar at all....i am totally mad and frustrated....
and why are the problems keep appearing in front of me??
i am tired, sick and mad..
i hate this ind of feeling, the kind that you wanna blame someone but you can't at all...all of your things broken, destroyed but you can't do nothing of it...just watch that situation with a sinking heart...
i hate this sooo much..i feel like crying but it won't help at all..i am all stressed out and i feel like USELESS.....
i love things that i own but now i feel like not having anything at all....
i am frustrated deeply.....
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i wanted a kind of family that support and understand me the way i am...but i just dont have it....
my mum, i dont really understand what she wants or what so ever...she told me to do this but then she wants me to do that...mum, come on, i am 18teen now, and i have my own life..just accept the fact that i am a big girl now...stop treating me as a child.....just give me your trust....PLEASE...
and the others just not supporting me, they just love to drag me down, the always make me look bad to myself, making me lose my confident on how i look and how i am...
i just want supports and trust...
i know that i am not beautiful , fair and cute like others but just please make me feel good instate of making me feel bad...
#i just wanna support and trust...i can live my life, don't worry
*i wear a different color of tudung today...and different style too
~at grand continental hotel, k .trg for the tunas geliga's interview session
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