agak lama aku x update nie...tangan dan jari2 dah gatal nak menaip....
well, just came back from The Curve for an event called the TED-x KL WOMEN.....at first i was like what in the earth was that?? and then i knew...and it was really cool..it was just a simple event, some talks and inspiring stories from the famous and special person... and the most touching story was the one told by a Philippine girl about a boy who lost his place, lost his parents and he got noting to take care of him..he began to eat rocks...he was only 8 at that time...and yes, it was rock, he ate rocks!!!!the ROCKS!
and then she told us about her life, seeing her father killed by the communist in front of her eyes when she was only 13....six shots....and i understand how hard it is to see your father died in front of your eyes....i have faced that kind of situation, seeing my daddy dying and dead finally in front of me...it was really hurt and i was like feeling my soul was being drained out of me.....
when she told us to think what is the biggest thing that make we hurt in our life, well the deepest hurt...i thought of my daddy....his lost, up until now, still hurt me badly, deeply hurt and i cannot bear it at all....i just keep all the pain i feel inside, covering it with laughter and cheerful me.....
i am not healed at all....i am just covering all the pain this time....and i just realize that....
there were a lot of stories but everything is based on how we choose to live....
"woman's heart is not like the glass but like a diamond because only girls could change her deepest hurt into something miracle......"
the wonderful quote from the speaker.....
well, i've learned a lot today and the most important is, your life is how you choose to live like.....
that's all for today..hahhaahah
i wanna share about something that happened days ago( cannot be exact)....... the time when i felt hurt like crazy, scared and depressed..........there was some kind of silence war (sort of) between $$$ and me because of something that i don't know about because $$$ was the one who started not talking with me......time went by and i somehow made up with $$$, me who did not know what the hell this was about.....it was a kinda weird.......
everything cleared up....but just hours after that, when i started to laugh un'fake'ly (is that even a word?), the $$$ asked buddy (please refer to the older post to know who) to choose one of us...
it meant that he must choose and pick me or $$$.......who is $$$ to asked for that kinda things?????????? i WAS SUPER MAD AND ALMOST CRACK OF MADNESS.......
i was really upset of my buddy.....REALLY2 DO....and i felt like our friendship worthless.....
and of course, i cried....again and again like the 2pm song......
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