Dear Didi: kesunyian yang datang tiba2

hari nie aku dah habis program 6 minggu aku kat Sols, Segambut.....but i am very sad today because i had to leave all of the things that i love to do there...and the main reason is that i had to leave and actually became separated, with my friends...and that is why i am sad, the kind of deep sadness....i dont like to move around places because i hate to pack things up, put all of them into bags, and its like a war when you dont have enough space in your bags for all of your stuff...so annoying...the worst is when it comes to carry those bags...heavy, big and load-full for me, as i am small *sort of for my age, and i am a girl....
the over view of my holiday before entering to the new college is that i will be spending three weeks at home, doing stuff like cooking, and so on until i will be called back to Sols and then for my registration day.....and in that three weeks, i will not see my buddy, my Y'buddy, and i will have difficulties to surf internet, i cannot update my blog....
and it is more like having less technology in three weeks....
now, i am thinking, how is my life gonna be without those two? i know it will be more calm, less chaotic and less headache but it also will be less laughter, less smile on my face and the most important is that i will fell lonely and i will miss them damn much...that's for sure...
the good thing is that all three of us will be in the same college, having the same program and we will meet each other like we always do...can't wait for that...*i am smiling alone...
**gonna miss this time badly-burger king, 6/12, kl central

this morning, the y'buddy went back to Sabah but we only send him to the taxi because he told us to and it was too early in the morning...i was still in the bed when my buddy called me and just in a track suit, and a sweater with tudung on my head, i am out to the street, waiting for the taxi that will take Y'buddy to his way home....it was a sad moment when you actually saw him waving goodbye at you and smiled, the sad smile.....smile that cannot be described by words...
in the afternoon. it was my time to go, i asked my buddy to send me to the Bandar Tasik Selatan station, and i took the ERL to the Putrayjaya, to my aunt's office and then to her house...when it was the time to say goodbye, my buddy just kept pulling my backpack from behind..making me lost my balance and then he laughed....and nina was there with us just smiled...when i waved him goodbye, he waved back and i started walking to the train without turning back because i was afraid that my tears will fall....what a gloomy moment...
and now, i am here, in the room of my aunt's house...just now, my buddy called me...
well, it cheer me up a bit and Y'buddy just chat me in the facebook...i love them so much and now, just after hours, i missed them already...they are my torch when i am in the darkness......
tomorrow, i'll take a bus to terengganu and then stay there for weeks...
in 7th of January, my college started.....
so there would be no more posts and updated until then....

p/s: wish me all the best and do pray for me....i love you all..

another thing is that i learned to wear colored 'tudung'....all this time i just wear the black one and check out these pics of me...hehehhehe....