ape yg sebenarnya??

aku ad kenal thism one boy yg smemangnya aku TERsuka laa jugak...ak nie jenis really herd to like somebody but when i like a person, i likes him hardly....hahahaha...entah betol ke tidak...
months ago, i knew him on a program....love at first sight maybe, i like him since the first time i saw him, with a purple shirt...
things turned out that me the only one who like him but his was not...its ok for me coz i know that if u like someone it dosent mean that they need to like u back....so i kept stalking him (not really, just fixed my eyes on him)....
so, ak slalu perhatikan dye...hehhehe...stalker..but i dont really speak to him....just a silence watcher....
the program ended, he asked me for my number and maybe that's the end...on the closing ceremony, which was also my birthday, he sang a happy birthday song for me on stage...i was like wow.....stunned where i stand...it felt like .... fairy-tale....
days went by, he started to text me....he's sweet and cute, just the way i like it...he's cool....n his smile, wow...seunggi-like smile...
a month later, he seemed like disappeared...no text, no nothing....i started to give up...just then he called me...i was shocked...i really do miss him at that time...
since then, he called me every weekend, singing songs to me and so on....
as a normal girl, of course i touched...
and then i knew there was another girl...i started to look for info so that i wont get hurt...i dont want to hope for anything unsure...
then it happened that the girl liked him also, and so do him...i was a little bit down but i'm okay...it dosent hurt that much...
i started to make gap between us...
i pretended i dont know him....i dont pick his calls, dont reply his texts....
i think this is better for both of us...
then the girl know about us,means the past...she asked me about that..to avoid any misunderstanding i told her the truth...
it turns out that she also get the songs and everythinngs like i do from him...
then, everything went silence.....
he sometimes text me out of the blue, call me but i dont really pick it up...
i made a gap so that the another girl wont hurt although i'm hurting myself..
time passes by...
he never give up on texting and appearing in my chat box...
he is now starting to vdeo calling me...
he asked me to listen to a korean song....it is a really sweet song...i asked another girl about the song and she dont know it, thats means that he dosent give the same song to her...
*what in the world.....
now, i'm figuring things up....
i was just joking with him asking weather he is chatting with the girl and he strongly deny it...
so now....i'm confused
# what is going on now and what should i do??!!??