suddenly, i feel stupid for believing or for thinking about a particular person....the kind of didn't even know that i liked him or something!!!!he was so annoying coz he kept running through my mind....am i crazy or what????.....i hate this kind of things.....to be honest, this is the 2nd time for me to actually like someone in real word....the last time i liked a boy is for more than 6 yeaars...the same boy....and i managed to just throw him away...hahhahaha....FINALLY!!!after few years of trying....=).....
and now the thing repeated as i liked someone....a guy that don't get that i like him or whatever....i think, it is so obvious...., even that i never tell him or something but he should know.....(maybe)....i don't know....but maybe he don't get it....
and the most important, what is the point of he calling me every weekends???sang songs to me...asked me to hear a very sweet song and so on????what's the POINT???...i'm sick of being like this as i kept hearing rumors about he with someone else or liking another girl......just tell me what is you wanna do???just playing on me or what???i don't really like hopping that you would like me as well but the ways you threaded me, the way you asked me for the same color of clothes, the songs that you sang to me, all of the credits of your phone that you waste just to call me.....what the hack are those???you've shown me like the sweet side of you and i don't think any girl just like feeling nothing after all of the things you've done....
yup, im a blur girl...i don't get what you mean but even i'm blur, all of the cheezy thing just like hoocked me up dude....i'm a girl with soft heart....
last weekend, i waited for your calls, you mssges but none of them appeared to make me happy...i kept waiting and waiting...and finally you texted me at night but it was it....the next day, sunday, no news from u until this second...what is going on???are u just gonna walk away just like that after making m wait for your regular activities during the weekend that are calling me, text me and just talk to me???what? am i a doll or something....
seriously dude....i'm feeling that i'm a fool right now...what kind of game are u playing???hours ago a guy told me that you like a girl, a******.....another girl from trg.....i was like WHAT???...oh God, what am i dealing with right now???why do you just disapeared like that???no nothing from u....oh god...
am i supposed to let u go????can i even do that???
i hate it when someone knocked at my heart's door and just left.....i'm not crying!!!just an empty feeling....
what so ever laa...i'm not thinking of it but just to let u know, HEART IS NOT THE SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN PLAY WITH!!!
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